All I know is this.
I once was lost, rudderless, without direction, with no purpose. Is this it? Go to college, I was in college, get a job, a good job, buy new dishes, put them in a house. I had a growing sense of dissatisfaction. Though I did not want to face it, my sins were calling out from the ground. A million tiny shards of shouldn't-have-done-that. No one really gets away with anything.
Who prays a prayer like this, humble words asking Jesus to be Lord of their life? In our modern over-uneducated world where I roar and you roar, where we are our own gods, who bows the knee like that and asks for the leading of a man dead 2,000 years?
Ah, He is alive. He died for our sins and rose again. He defeated death.
He answered me. He came to me. The veil parted. I can see now. And what do I see?
I see you and me standing before a great chasm. Was once and now is not. That's the name of it. I am different. I have been transformed. I am forgiven. I am loved. You are too. Do you know it?
He is real. That's why. Try it and see.
