Tuesday, October 29, 2024

People Feared Me

 

She stepped through the wall of her ordinary, clean, sparse, luxury apartment, then into and through the insulation and plaster of the same wall of the building it had been many years previous. Suddenly, she was in the office of the proud leader a great nation of which she had only a vague memory. He stood abruptly and reached for something in his suitcoat pocket. He demanded to know who she was and why she was there. She recognized the language but did not understand. 


She said the only word of it she knew for certain, "Apples."


He replied, "Apples?" 


He was confused, but comforted that at least she was only a crazy person.


He pulled a weapon from his coat and aimed it at her.


She smiled. She hadn't seen a device like that since her days working in the Museum of Antiquities. She didn't remember what it did until he fired. He missed, she thought, but looked down and noticed a tear in her bathrobe.


"Hey," she said.


The word made him suspicious. He stepped forward aggressively, "American?"


She nodded, not knowing precisely what he meant. She was descended from the American people and spoke their enduring language which had actually come from somewhere else. Was he accusing her of something?


Trying to convey to the suspicious man that she was from another time, but the same place, and that she had no motive other than getting back was almost impossible in her language, let alone his. Explaining that his once stately office and headquarters was now her apartment building, also impossible. Telling him all that had happened since, even less possible. She motioned for him to come with her. At least she could show him. Maybe he wouldn't shoot at her again.


"Nyet," he said strongly.


"Oui," she nodded and held out her hand. Wrong word. 


He frowned and, thinking better of it, but now curious, went with her.


Now they were in the same room painted an odd shade of blue and decorated with soft couches and long drapes and skylights and empty coffee cups. He looked around, lifting cushions, opening doors. He looked her up and down. Slippers. Pajamas. He was offended by her lack of professionalism.


She looked him up and down. Sharp shoulders on a gray suitcoat. 

A tie! Leather shoes. A secret pocket for a gun. 


"Coffee?" She asked.


He wondered if she had any clean cups. 


She remembered the translator and turned it on. 

Now they could speak to eachother in the universal language of mankind.


"Hello," she said. 


He said the same and poked her in the face with his finger.


"Hey," she said.


He smiled, "Hey!"


He found the whole situation amusing. She was surprised by that. 

He had seemed like such a serious man while he was shooting at her.


He took a long sip of coffee, then spit it out.  


He wanted to know why she had come to get him. 

She hadn't. She had come through accidentally. 


"You want to see how things have changed?"


He did, but more than that he wanted to know why she hadn't come to get him on purpose and if she remembered him and how everything had turned out.


"Everything is a lot of things," she said. 


She knew who he was, but did not know much about him. Remembered wasn't even the correct word. Had read about or saw a painting of or, "Well, there's a statue," she offered. He brightened. 


"I want to see it!" He said. 


Before they could go outside she would need to explain. 


"Something has happened," she said.


She led him to the window and pulled back the heavy curtain. Everywhere and everything all at once, but not a single shadow.


"What is this?"


"The sky is different," she said.


He looked but could not see for all the light.


"It rolled back," she tried to find the right words. "Like a scroll."


He recognized those words.


"Did Jesus return?" He asked.


"Yes."


They walked along the golden street to the waterfall at the edge of the city and there under a thousand year oak was the statue of a man kneeling before a cross.


"Is this how I am remembered?"


"This is all that matters," she said.


He didn't understand. 


"People feared me."


"Some people loved you."


He nodded, though he preferred the image of power.  


"I defeated my enemies." He said and leaned in, "I defeated some of your enemies." 


He repeated, "People feared me."


She nodded.


He asked again, "This is how I am remembered?"


"This is all that matters," she answered.




Saturday, October 26, 2024

Justice and Bread

 

Happy is he whose help is the God of Jacob,

whose hope is in Adonai his God,


who made heaven and earth, 
the sea, 
and all that is in them,
who keeps truth forever,


who executes justice for the oppressed,
who gives bread to the hungry.


Adonai sets the prisoners free.


Psalm 146:5-7



Friday, October 25, 2024

The Savior of Israel

 

And there is salvation in no one else, for there is 

no other name 

under heaven given among men by which we must be saved. 


Acts 4:12 



Wednesday, October 23, 2024

Fear Not

 

There is no one like the God of Jeshurun, 

who rides across the heavens to help you 

and on the clouds in his majesty. 



Deuteronomy 33:26






Sunday, October 13, 2024

Vampire

 

I am dead thirsty. I lap up the life of others, never quenching nor satisfying that longing within me for more. I am a vampire, always in quest of. I am enslaved by desperate pursuit. Ravenous and manic, I seek you. I come for you because I need the life in your veins. I need.

I can’t count my victims. Too many are they.

I see my next meal, a strange man on a vacant road. I approach slowly to stalk him. He is a lighted figure in a fold of darkness, as if he holds the sun within himself. His silhouette stands out against the evening. His mere existence is an annoyance to me. He neither cowers nor defies as I approach. He meets me eye-to-eye. It is infuriating.

His face is weathered, beaten and bruised, but serene. His hands scarred, horrific torment have they endured or given. Perhaps I have met a monster like me. I size him up. I can take him. The blood on his hands looks like it has been there for an eternity, though it has the stench of freshness.

He appears to know me. At the very least, he knows what I am about to do. And he doesn’t seem to mind. I attack with precision, injecting my fangs and drawing the blood. Slowly, deliberately, deliciously I drink in the depth of life from his neck. Almost instantly I realize this lifeblood is different. A surge, more like a punch, hits me head-on somehow. I reel, a bit, but return to the drink, drawing in its warm fulfillment. But again, it strikes me. It reaches me, deep within and takes me.

My limbs, my muscles, my entire being staggers and halts like a rushing freight train suddenly stopped by unseen hands. The cells of my body rebel, turning against me, and begin to transform. They are becoming something else.

As if I have no control over my being, they twist and coil without my direction or input. I am being remade. I find myself eagerly accepting this new thing, hungering and thirsting for it with all the desperation of my previous pursuit. Everything within me cries out. Astonished, I feel a presence seeping into me, filling my hunger. I am bloated with it, round and plump with this life. My thirst, palpable and parched, is satiated as if with a flood. I am overwhelmed.

I look into the eyes of my victim, a suddenly strong and invincible presence. His eyes are the color of me. His hands and arms around me, as though I were the prey, he does not look away. And in that moment I realize the blood on his hands is his own. This cannot be. A mythical creature, this; I do not believe in Jesus.

When he spoke he said my name as if he'd known it forever. I can’t tell you what that did to me. But I can tell you I will never thirst again, not ever.




I wrote this in 2008. It appeared then on a now closed site, Gather.com.
I posted it here in 2019, 2021, and now in 2024. It's one of my favorites.

Thursday, October 10, 2024

The Living Bones



Ezekial 37:1-6


The hand of the LORD was upon me, and he brought me out in the Spirit of the LORD and set me down in the middle of the valley; it was full of bones. And he led me around among them, and behold, there were very many on the surface of the valley, and behold, they were very dry. And he said to me, “Son of man, can these bones live?” And I answered, “O Lord GOD, you know.” Then he said to me, “Prophesy over these bones, and say to them, O dry bones, hear the word of the LORD. Thus says the Lord GOD to these bones: Behold, I will cause breath to enter you, and you shall live. And I will lay sinews upon you, and will cause flesh to come upon you, and cover you with skin, and put breath in you, and you shall live, and you shall know that I am the LORD.”




There are people in our world made only of bones. They are like other people, but not like other people, not like the living ones. They whisper, scream, speak. No one answers. Does anyone hear them? They move aimlessly. They long to be heard or seen, that someone among the living would reach out and notice them or make any kind of contact at all. Bones, but life can enter them. Life itself calls out to them.

I hear it. Now you hear it too.






Jesus said to him, “I am the way, and the truth, and the life. 

No one comes to the Father except through me." John 14:6


Saturday, October 5, 2024

Something's About to Happen

 

Do you feel that?

The low tremor in the air. 

Or a shaking in the sky. 

Or something, Something. 


We are on the edge of a Thing in our world. 

What a loss for words I have, using the dreaded thing-Thing 

of which my first college English professor warned.


Yesterday I attended the funeral of a man younger than myself. 

None of us can brag about tomorrow. Will we be here or There?


I know Him, the Creator of it all. I know Jesus. He rescued me. There is a difference between someone who knows the Savior and one who does not. Can you sense the Presence in a life sitting next to you at a bus stop or in a church? 

Some accept Him. Others do not. 


When it is time to go, to Whom will you go?


"...for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God, and are justified by his grace as a gift, through the redemption that is in Christ Jesus, whom God put forward as a propitiation by his blood, to be received by faith. This was to show God’s righteousness, because in his divine forbearance he had passed over former sins. It was to show his righteousness at the present time, so that he might be just and the justifier of the one who has faith in Jesus." Romans 3:23-26